Maybe it's not about the happy ending, maybe it's about the story.

Februari 19, 2012

being human is the most terrible lonliness in this universe



Can anybody hear me?
Am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In this search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me.
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted off
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
Can I please come down?

I'm deafened by the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted off
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream in the zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
all the lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted off
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.
Can I please come down? (x3)

Januari 28, 2012

#selfnote

27/12/2011 12:18

Hari itu saya lagi bosan disertai kegelisahan karena tidak ada kesibukan dan gelisah menunggu hasil interview di hotel dharmawangsa 1 minggu kemarin. Saat saya sedang konsen-konsennya online tiba-tiba hp saya bergetar, tanda sms masuk..tapi tidak langsung saya tanggapi, akhirnya rasa penasaran itu pun muncul untuk membuka isi pesan tersebut. Ternyata sms dari Bu Wati, wali kelas saya yang super sabar ini menuliskan:

  "Fariha kamu keterima di dharmawangsa. Punya nomer arnas?" 

Saya spontan *spazzing* sambil mengucap "alhamdulillah ya Allah terimakasih" berulang-ulang kali. Lalu ku sebar informasi ini ke seluruh warga indonesia. Hm. Maksud saya ke semua orang dirumah. Fariha pun lega :)
Ternyata...setelah ku pikir-pikir benar juga. Allah punya rencana lain kenapa saya tidak di terima di hotel Aryaduta. Allah sangatlah adil C=
 So, Fariha. Welcome to The Dharmawangsa Jakarta. Live the real life.

Desember 25, 2011

Celengan.


hehe celengan idaman. akhirnya punya juga. semoga makin rajin menabung!! :D